a fun weekend!!

So some fun and exciting things have happened this weekend! Some expected, some not at all. I finally after 23 years of life got my first computer that's mine and I don't have to share or worry about anyone else using. See something so simple that others take for granite is a huge deal for me. Thanks to my dad and Jane, Its perfect. Its super girly, pink and purple backgrounds, soft sensual music plays thru the speakers as I write thanks to Maxwell. He definitely knows how to set the mood. Even when I'm stressed his voice soothes and relieves my stress. It feels so good to truly have something that's mine. These past seven months I have often felt lost and misplaced at times. Always having to use somebody else's stuff, doing things somebody else's way. Its not fun. But ya know I guess that's part of starting over and yes I know everybody who starts anew goes thru this so I'm not trying to have a pity party. I'm just saying. I'm hoping to start doing this blog thing right and keep up with it now. Start learning how to design it and make my post better and interesting and always straight from my heart. Now I can add pictures and music all that stuff that will show my personality.
Other interesting things this weekend... I had my first photo shoot Saturday night! That was a lot of fun and a little out of my element. I feel like I look silly when I don't smile, but I didn't want to smile in every picture that gets old ya know? Aghh.. one day I will be a professional hahaa. I will post some of the pictures as soon as I get the disc. I didn't want your typical beach scenes just because I live at the beach so I asked Jami if we could go for a rustic theme. She totally agreed, so we went slight country cute I guess. Horses, barns, fences, cornfields it was fun. I even went and bought a cowgirl hat and feather earrings!! No cowboy boots here tho just denim heels. Let me just say though after seeing yourself on film you see what needs some work and how many more pounds you need to lose. No photo shop here unfortunately, trust I asked. I'm hoping to start taking pictures more often, you can never have too many pictures. I would love to have a nice camera and just snap anywhere and everywhere. One day.
Well tomorrow starts another week, hopefully its successful. I'm gonna finish my weekend out by watching cupcake wars, a quick shower then off to dreamland. Hope you had a wonderful weekend and an even better week to come. sweet dreams!!